Mischievous Dinosaur

Something is wrong with the legs. Bah !

Trying To Fly

Water Bird

Fading Angel

Clock

The Minute hand and the Hour hand
Jointed at the end
Ticking rhythmically
Non-stop
Moving in a circular motion
Trapped within their confines

Once an hour
The hands would be together
Aligned perfectly in a straight line
60 seconds passed
They separate
The Minute hand moving ahead
The Hour hand behind

The Hour hand
Moving slowly
Unable to catch up
Gives up
Waiting patiently
For the next hour
When they will be together

My Relationship With Maggi Mee

Of course, everyone in Malaysia know about Maggi Mee. If they don't, they must have been living in a cave for the past few decades.

Anyway, as a student in a university, one cannot survive without Maggi Mee. Just imagine eating the same old Curry Chicken and soggy vegetables everyday. I used to love eating Curry Chicken but now I detest it. The vegetables they serve us are yellow and lifeless. I mean, of course, the vegetables are dead but at least they should look alive and green.

Therefore, desperate times call for desperate measures. Maggi Mee is a life saver, food from the Heavens. Just two minutes in hot boiling water and there you have it. A hot bowl of delicious mee with steaming satisfying soup. Yum.

But already I'm sick of eating Maggi. It seems tasteless to me although it was one of the most wonderful food I ever ate in my life. Well, I suppose you can have too much of a good thing in life.

Physic Power Point Presentation

Physics

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I know it's lame. Just for fun. Copyrighted by me. I spent the whole afternoon for it. It's harder than I thought. Probably I'll make some changes later like the front cover and the end cover.

The Traveler

The Path of Light
The Valley of Darkness
Both unseen by the Traveler
Who only keep his eyes on the ground
Walking forward with careful steps
But not looking ahead
His legs take him to an unknown place
Just walking
Constantly walking

When Darkness comes
The Traveler stops
Unable to see his feet
He hesitates
Trying to wrestle the fear within him
And yet he keeps on walking
Following the Light of his Heart

Where his journey will end
He doesn't know
But he will never stop walking
Constantly walking
Until his feet are unable to support
Tired and sore
The body weak and wasted
Collapses to the ground

Late Morning

I woke up very late today. Almost 11 am in the morning. It's was pleasant to lay in the warm bed without any worries. Both my quizzes were over last week and I think that I did fine although there's a few careless mistakes. But I'm not too worry.

I have a few assignments and projects to complete this week. Mainly Physics presentation and Maths assignments. As usual, me and my partner will complete the PPT and the others will do the folio for the presentation. The topic for the Physics presentation is about Satellites.

Well, I tried to cook porridge today albeit not having a cooker or a pot. So, I decided to cook the instant porridge in the electric water boiler. Needless to say, it was a total failure. The rice was not completely cooked and it was tasteless. I had to throw the watery porridge into the dustbin although I tried to convince myself that it was not too bad. Imagination can do wonders !

I'll write later if there's something interesting.

Destiny

Do you believe in destiny ?

Do you believe that there is Someone out there who is controlling every moment of your life and shaping your future ?

There's is a quote that I heard from somewhere. There is no coincidences, only inevitability.

Are coincidences meant to happen ? Or all of this destiny thing is only a figment of the human imagination ?

Questions and more questions. But no answers.

I believe that there is Someone that is observing our every moves. He knows everything about us. He lets us make our own decisions. But sometimes, He will drop something unexpected in our life. Something that can be good or bad or even both.

But how good or bad we make out of it, it is our own decision.

Rain

The air is bleak and clammy
Blowing softly on my skin
Chills resonate in my body
My heart's a cold hard stone

Laying on my bed
My tummy on my soft bed
A warm blanket covering
Warmth
For a moment
Before sinking into cold darkness

My hands desperately clutching at the tendrils of hope
Swirling around gracefully
Like barely visible mist
But always avoiding my touch

A strong wind blew
The mist of hope disappeared
Snatch away in an instant
Away from my hungry gaze
My longing heart

I Feel Depressed

What an irony. I was just telling Cheryl not to be depressed in the previous posts and now I am here, feeling depressed and sad.

Feelings and emotions are a part of life. It can be a boon or a blessing and sometimes a curse. I tell you something, it is better to feel than not to feel. I'd personally gone through it before. No feeling anything is the worst sensation that a human can ever have. I felt as if I am going through life without any hope. No happiness, no sadness and I could only feel nothing. It is better to feel pain and suffering than to have a dark emotionless heart. Just imagine living your life without any passion and everything is colorless. You only have a deep empty void in your heart. That's not a pleasant sensation.

Being depressed is something that make me human. I'd rather feel all the pain in the world than to feel nothing.

Tolerance & Indifference

Tolerance and indifference are two very different things. When you get pissed off by something, it is tolerance. When you don't get pissed off by something that is supposed to piss you off, it is indifferent.

For me, I prefer to be indifferent person. Of course, in the eyes of others, I'm kinda cold and sometimes insensitive. I'd rather not to be bother by small things in life. There are other things that are more in important in my life. Don't sweat the small things. Just be calm and cool or even cold. Indifference can protect a person from feeling too stressed out. This can be a good thing or maybe a bad thing. Indifference makes me see the larger picture in my life. I don't want to see little slivers of life. I want to see everything.

Being indifferent, I can be somewhat a little insensitive. Sometimes, I tend to speak my mind out loud but that's is usually with my close friends. But what I say is always from my heart although a tad brutal sometimes.

Indifference can also mean hiding your feelings and emotions from others. Indifference can mask things that are buried deep in the heart, forgotten until something triggers it again. Indifference is a picture or a face that you show to the world, your friends and even your family and no one really knows that it is only a illusion of yourself except for you.

Don't Be Depressed

The Tree is your Ground
Of Joys and Pleasures
The Light is your shining Beacon
To Days of Success

But the Tree and the Light go hand in hand
Without the lush green Leaves of the Tree
The fiery Light can burn ablaze
Without the warm and radiant Light
The Tree will die from the cold Darkness

On some days
When you need more Light
Climb to the highest Branch of the Tree
Poked your head out into the Light
Feel the playful tickish sensation of the Leaves
Lightly brushing your cheek and neck
And shield your eyes from the blazing glory of the Light

On some days
When you need shade for the Light
Retreat to the bottom of the Tree
Rest your aching back on the Trunk
Soothe your sun-burned cheek under protection of the Leaves
Provide a temporary relief from the Light
Until you shall want to reach for the Light again

Dedicated to Cheryl

Headache

I'm having mild headache now. I'm tried to do the Biology Tutorial but it was extremely complicated so I gave up after doing a few questions. Dominant and recessive genes make my head spin.

I'll study Maths tomorrow. I don't think my brain can take it anyway. For now, I'll be reading Physics' Radioactivity. It's something similar to Form 5's radioactivity. I need to learn this chapter before the test on Wednesday although he just taught us today. What cruelty and a sadistic sense of humor.

My Desktop

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Removing Autorun.inf From USB Flash Drive

I have been trying for over one hour to remove that virus from my pen drive but to no avail even though I read a few websites on that particular topic. But it was not in vain, as it gives me a few ideas on how to remove it from my pen drive.

First, I launch Safe Mode in my laptop. To see whether it is still in the USB, I ran a virus scan. Yes, it's still there although I tried to heal and remove it into Quarantine.

And then, I opened my USB and there's a file or whatever you called it named autorun.inf in the USB. Just deleted it and voila ! The virus is gone. Or that is what I believe because when I scanned the USB again, there's no infection from the virus.

I think that this method only works in Safe Mode because I'm unable to see the virus file in normal mode.

Viruses And Anti-Virus

Recently, I had a few problems with viruses in pen drives and my laptop. I had to reformat my pen drive for about three or four times because of the viruses. The Cybercentre is a breeding ground for dangerous viruses but I really need to print my things there.

Anyway, I decided to download a few Anti-Virus Programs today. Namely, Avast 4.8 Home and Avira AntiVir Personal. I had also downloaded Spybot - Search & Destroy.

Finally, I discovered the way to update my AVG Free through the proxy server.

Now, I'm scanning my laptop and my friend's pen drives and quite a number of viruses were found. But the virus kept on appearing in my pen drive although I had just formatted it. I give up.

Avira is quite good but I can't update through the proxy server and it gives out a very loud beep sound everything a virus is detected. The sound gives me a fright. Therefore, I'm a little annoyed with it.

With Avast, I am still testing it with a quick scan of my laptop. I'll report later.

My Writing Style

I was just wondering what style should I use in my new blog. I admit that the previous post was a little too dramatic but I need a Grand Opening for my new blog. Anyway, I am really pleased with my blog address. I don't really like to use numbers or hyphens in the blog address. Therefore, I ended up with a totally unique blog address. Just joking. I'm not getting big-headed here. Actually, my inspiration for the blog address is from Kingdom Heart, a little of the Old Kingdom Trilogy and Keys to the Kingdom by Garth Nix.

Anyway, back to the topic.

I wonder if I should like in an emo style or maybe something like the previous post. Or even just plain old ramblings about my life here. I suppose that I'll think of something else later. Even better, I'll just rotate between the styles.

Well, it's about 9 pm here and I'm still not in a mood to study. I feel really tired although I didn't do much work today. I'm going to have two quizzes this week but I'm not too worried except for Maths. I hate everything about Maths but I'll have to cope with it.

Later, I'm going to do a little of Biology, a little of Physic and a little of Maths. Yes, bit by bit, so that I won't feel too bored or tired.

Stay tuned for the next musing.

Welcome To The Kingdom Of My Heart

A new Kingdom was born from Nothing. Rain and Thunder witnessed the Birth of this Kingdom. The Roar of the Thunder echoed in the Dark Sky, announcing the Birth of the Glorious Kingdom. The Rain poured the Gift of Life upon the New Kingdom. Wonderful Creations will exist by the Hands of the Creator. The Creator, the Guardian of the Kingdom, will rule with compassion and kindness. With the Keys to the Kingdom, She will have Sovereignty of all of the Kingdom.

Enter into the Kingdom of My Heart